Posted by: Chelsea Novak | February 23, 2003

Sort this one out Dr. Freud

Friday night I had some odd dreams. I’d like to think it was because I had Indian food for dinner and my delicate belly was at odds with it, but the fact that I remember most of the dreams so vividly (something odd for me) makes me think it was one of those subconcious anxiety type things.

I had a dream that as some sort of punishment (guess I have some guilt about something) I was sent back in time 5 years. I could remember the 5 years of my life that I had lived, but no one else could. And I wa scared. I love the now. I really do. I wouldn’t change a thing and in my dream I was terrified because I wanted to be sure that I would get to the now, which would mean I would have to go through those 5 years making all the same mistakes — already having learned the lessons from them — so I could get to now.




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